i gotta go nd find me

i did it. i did one thing for me and i learned more about me than i would have ever by doing it a different day. i learned i am a home body, and as much as i disagree with my parents the relationship i had with them was better. i learned that i am independent and can take care of me. and more importantly i learned what i deserve, and not to let anything back. and this wasnt what i wanted to write about tonight but it seemed to be more right than how i feel bought him. cuz what is happening there is totally as worth is as me realising that im running free and it feels so good. buttt aaaaah boi does he take my breath away. after years i can still say we are totally great for each other, and despite the question- what the hell are we doing? i dont care. i want this. i want him. and yea i am stubborn. and yea i dont like to hear i cant have what i want, but i have never heard i cant have this. i want this because loving him makes me feel like a better person. i love the person i am when im melted into his arms. i love the person he makes me. he tames this wild mustang. i just ahhhh. =) not much more to say about it. i just smile when i think about it

-manderz-

no quote tonight but ill give you a sweet vid instead