failure

this same feeling of failing. the realization of not having my life go anywhere. sitting in bed, going to work out. sitting in bed. working out. wishing. waiting. hoping. i need something different. im tired of being at home. im tired of waiting for something to happen. im tired of feeling like shit about myself. im tired of feeling ashamed. im tired of being poor. the only lights right now seem to him, and my bif. idk. everything about what they do for me seem to make everything a little better. sigh. thats all i guess

-manderz-