where words fail...

music speaks.

so last week or so i actually made a playlist dedicated to someone, which is something ive never done, mostly cuz i chose not have people be that important in my life. it scares me. but this playlist is kinda like a piece of my heart, and a big part of me wants the person to listen to it, to like know what i think and feel. cuz i know the songs would do more justice than my words ever could. however, a bigger part of me is terrified of what they think, but then again why does it matter. its things that remind me of them. for silly or insignificant reasons. but some of the songs are super personal, and would give them a part of my heart, that i have been trying to hold on. i guess the long of the short is that music is a major part of our lifes. like seriously think about where you'd be without it?? how many emotions would not truthfully be expressed. i guess i will get him to listen to it eventually, but more than that, i will find the courage to have him hear the correct words for how deeply i feel.

.manderz.

"your dreams will always defeat reality if you give it a chance"