oh, the places you'll go

tonight and last night have been like the kinda nights where shit just kinda hits you right between the eyes. everything that i lost when i went to school, and everything i gained from being kicked out. i was asked what have i gained from not going to school, my response- the love of my life. what did i give up? a petty selfish dream... which is still reachable. and i definately want to achieve it. but what i realised tonight was that college is supposed to be a time of gain, and thats the college experience i wanted. i wanted to change. become a better person. find who i am. and i cant say i didnt do all that, i just realized it from life not college. and this is completely irrelevent but i cant stop thinking about last night and the things that were said. they make my heart melt, and i think i finally realize i dont need to worry. i have what i want. for as long as i want it.

<3 manderz

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