...and its a two way street

so there are a few things i need to get off my chest.
1. the phone works both ways. (so when someone says the wish so and so would see them or something along those lines, pick up the damn phone)
2. a grudge works both ways. (you are equally responsible for not talking to me as i am to you if no one says sorry)

but on less bitchy note. almost one year with my babe and i couldn't be happier!! =) and i think ive come up with a plausible solution to the living situation. i am going to buy my own town home or condo. maybe even a foreclosure. even though the foreclosure would be a lot of work, i would totally love fixing something up and making it my own. exactly the way i want it.

i would say i am in a really good spot. i have come to terms with everything. i know what is coming next. and i am learning from all i have done in the past year. this is sounding alot like the other blogs i have posted. but seriously.

i cant believe that we have made it a year. and it eventhough its like year 6 it feels like one of the biggest accomplishments ever. i know in my heart that this can last and everything is gonna work out. =)

and as for friends, ive fixed things with a few. i <3 y'all and am really glad we worked things out. i never ment for school to wreck things between us. and things where he came between us, it will take a bit of talking to but i am willing to fix it. friends are important, but so is dignity.

recently i was told i was drama. i laughed. i dont know how this is even possible because i dont take bullshit. i am not fake. and will tell you exactly what im thinking. whats bullshit is people cant handle the truth. and its not that they cant, its that they would rather not. im not the person to tell you what you want to hear, or say sorry for something i dont feel remorse for.

thats it for now.

.manderz.

"no im not lucky, im blessed. yess" nicki minaj