9.2.09

so i think jewels had a pretty good idea in recording day to day thoughts or expressions for a while to keep the sanity somewhat it check. lol. i pretty much love college. and i pretty much think that doing what is right for me at this point in my life is what is best. i honestly couldnt be happier. i finally have realised who is in my life for me, and who is in my life for themselves. and the people who dont need me in there lifes for me can just get out. im tired of trying to maintain relationships with people who dont want to maintain a relationship with me. it takes to much energy and i always end up hurt. i like this place. something about it brings peace to mind, which is nice.

have a great day all.
--manderz